Bleck sorry it's been so LONG.  Been busy.  SO guess what, I've been keeping the weight off so far.  I flex a little, but overall okay.  I hope to lose more, but I feel like I need a little time to get back on a little more of a schedule. . .  I actually would like to be 135 soon, maybe I'll set a date, what about by September 16th, the day of the half marathon.  Sounds good, so 5 to 3 lbs by september 16th, I think I can do that.  

Okay so move in, have not slept and am getting a little mad/sick of being walked over.  But on the good side of things, this day has come and may soon go.  Bleck parents drive me crazy sometimes (come on you can climb, just be real)

Need to thank my parents for raising me this way

Bleak, back at SLU.  No big deal, my heart just hurts a little.  Every time I see him, it smacks me in the face, so sometimes I prefer to just not see him.  I don't want to talk to him, and what hurts I feel like he doesn't want to talk to me :(  I guess that is just life, i have to suck it up, move on.  I think I'll Just have to step back and breath.  I am okay!  I have a life waiting or me, know is the time to capture that, know is the time to be what I want to be.  With or without someone by my side.  I am a tower, a power, a structure that can and will not be shaken.  I am okay

I'm BACK

WOW, my Mom just talked to one of my Dad's cousins, turns out life has turned upside down for them.  Surgery went okay.  I passed out and had a minor seizure, so I had to stay "in" a little longer than I would have like :(  I stepped on the treadmill for the first time yesterday, and walked 2 miles.  This mourning I walked 3 on the treadmill at the house I'm petsitting for.  It's good to get sweaty.  I feel like getting back "on track" again.  I fell Off a few weeks ago and while I have not really gained weight, I've stopped losing.  I wish I could run but I know My mom would have a field day with that.  I'm posting some thinspiration of Eva Longoria.  I was looking for a picture of her new haircut (which I really like) and found she has a very cute body.  I still love the Gwen Steffani Quote and think I'll use it on my Weight tracker page 

" There aren't any tricks, it's simple maths- you put in this much food, you burn that much working out"

Gwen Stefan

I Liked this, it's gwen stefanni who I'm sure is on a very strict diet 

it's time

Hey all!!

My name is Ellie and I'm going to just blog about my life.  I wanted to start a blog cause I feel like it's cool and gives me a chance to put myself out there a little.  Not that anyone will read my blog, but someone could

SO I'm working on changing life plans.  Switching from social work to nutrition, whole person health. . .  I'm also trying to loose about 10 more pounds.  I've lost 7 or 8, but have 10 more to go to be at my "happy weight'.  Basically I want confidence and I'm not gonna lie, health is key.  Not that I'm not healthy, but could correct a few bad habits (snacking sweet tooth. . .)  My rule, when the weight falls off, NO EXCUSES.  I really want to feel like that.  Like I have no reason not to think I'm Amazing.  

I'll keep you posed on how all of this goes.  Headed back to school in a week and have wisdom teeth removal.  basically, a little crazy. 

I'll keep you posted on thoughts ideas, so on