Bleak, back at SLU.  No big deal, my heart just hurts a little.  Every time I see him, it smacks me in the face, so sometimes I prefer to just not see him.  I don't want to talk to him, and what hurts I feel like he doesn't want to talk to me :(  I guess that is just life, i have to suck it up, move on.  I think I'll Just have to step back and breath.  I am okay!  I have a life waiting or me, know is the time to capture that, know is the time to be what I want to be.  With or without someone by my side.  I am a tower, a power, a structure that can and will not be shaken.  I am okay